I love fall. I always have. I adore wearing boots & jeans, sipping on a hot coffee, the changing of the leaves, and, if you live in Virginia Beach, the time when the tourists head out and leave our hometown a lot less hectic. And even though dressing up on Halloween has never been my favorite (I would rather just wear a cute outfit … Lame, I know), the sight of pumpkins & hay have always easily put me n a good mood.
So without a doubt, ever since I found out that I had a Brickner-to-be in my belly … I have looked forward to sharing the joys of the fall season with my baby. Obviously, Waverly didn’t quite understand our visit to the pumpkin patch over the weekend. In fact, she wasn’t in quite the celebatory mood I was (due to the start of her cold that we didn’t yet know about). But nevertheless, we walked her through the patch, showed her the hay & variety of pumpkins, and of course, took the. Obligatory series of pictures along the way.
As much as I’ve tried to “forget” the reality of what will come bright & early on Monday morning … It’s time to face the end of my maternity leave and start to my 2012 school year. It has been four months since I had to set my alarm clock, pack my lunch, or lay out my outfit for the next day. I haven’t heard the calls for “Mrs. Brickner,” the sound of the school bell, or had a need to take attendance. This departure from school and my normal routine has certainly been welcomed, and replaced with some major life-changes. Since June, I have desperately awaited the end of my pregnancy, welcomed my beautiful daughter, and transitioned into motherhood. It has been eventful, to say the least, and with its craziness … The thought of returning to work hasn’t been at the forefront of my mind.
But it’s here. The thought of leaving our Waverly Maye for seven hours a day, Monday – Friday, is almost unbearable. I will miss that sweet face so much that I am not sure how I will get in the car, and the thought of not being there for each feeding, smile, and possible milestone really does bring tears to my eyes. But it is inevitable, and therefore, I must look at the positives. She will be in good hands, I can come home to her by three each day, and I have the summer to look forward to. And the truth is, I do love my job and look forward to seeing the kids and to having a reason to dry my hair & put on make-up again.
So … I am prepared for a tough morning, first day, and week back (and I know I won’t be the first to experience this, as there is a section of cards dedicated for moms first day back to work at Target, a search on google, and several books on the subject). But I know it will get easier, and eventually, will be to best scenario for both of us. And no matter what, we have the summer.
In her first 10 weeks of life, Waverly Maye and her pacifier have had a love/hate relationship. At some points of the day, it is a lifesaver. She grasps onto it for dear life and it seems to be the singr,e best baby purchase that we made. (Specifically, when she is sitting in her car seat, more than a little angry to be restrained by its two tight straps). At other moments, she abruptly spits it out, seemingly angry that we would even consider giving her such a silly thing.
Well, it seems we have moved on … to something we didn’t have to purchase and that is pretty adorable, if you ask me. I woke up the other night to Waverly fiercely sucking her thumb. She found it. And liked it. She has been back at least daily since, and even though she hasn’t quite figured out the typical maneveuer yet … it seems to be the perfect self-soother for her. And as a result, we have benefited from a little more sleep in the Brickner household, as she has only has needed to wake up once a night since.
|Day Two After Finding Her Thumb. 🙂
It seems lately there is a first for everything … although today’s first is not as positive as many of the others we have experienced lately. Our sweet, innocent baby girl is sick for the first time. There is nothing worse than hearing your baby sniffle, sneeze, and cough when you can’t do anything about it. I just want to make it all better for our Waverly Maye, and have been snuggling her close to at least make this first illness a little more bearable.
The good news? Even with a stuffy nose and watery eyes, Waverly manages to crack a smile. Somehow my baby girl completely brightens each and every one of my days, every single day since the day she was born.